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well.. long time din online so late.. because today have to burn sumthing and getting sumthing from my friend.. and bcause ofsumone had sleep.. and i cant.. so just online.. doin nth here.. feel lonely.. everyone is sleep.. except me.. alone typing this.. hrm.. wat to say summore.. i dunnoe.. no mood today.. these few days i cant sleep.. except yesterday.. so early sleep.. 10 sumthing.. i hope everyday i oso can like this.. so i wunt suffer so much.. is dat good.. haiz. where got so many thing u want den cum to u wan.. install.. so many things to do.. i so bc.. so tired.. so sad.. i dunwan install.. i wan my holiday.. so dat i can rest and meet my dear.. aiks.. i dun like holiday like this.. so bc summore.. and so short.. add math work.. aiks.. die lar.. so many things.. i m going to sleep late tonight..

i wan him to be with me.. but i cant.. and he oso cant read my heart.. i so unhappy.. very unhappy.. very hurt and stressful… i dunnoe wat to do.. i feel so lonely now.. so scare.. very sad.. i dun wan to talk to him anymore.. coz it will made me more sad.. i noe if i tell him her will more frust.. but he dun need to listen to wat i say wan rite.. i very unhappy.. i dunnoe why i have to be like this.. is all my fault.. i hate myself.. cryin infront of d comp.. so childish.. wat i sud do.. or wat i sud say… i really cant control myself.. i feel like dying.. my heart very pain.. very sad.. is bleeding.. i tot of he wunt go.. although i ask him to go.. i very sad.. all this kind function i dun go.. coz of teman him.. but why he cant read my mind.. i jus want him to read my mind.. why wor… i really tot of break up.. if everytime got function like this and i will be like this i cant stand it anymore.. 3 days i wunt see him.. he got his own business.. i got my thing to do.. i really hate install.. i dun like at all.. a fren say life hurts when u are alone.. dun let go any chance to be with ur love wan.. i did.. i din let go any chance to be with him.. i am sad..

tomorrow is a test not a exam.. hehe.. bio.. malay.. pjk and moral.. goin to die soon ya!

aiks.. moral moral.. study all.. i die everyone die.. haha.. damn banyak to study lar.. cham ler.. summore 4 sub to test on monday.. AIKS..  now baby went to mamak… i want to wait.. but he might cum back very late.. hrm.. wat i sud do ar.. study? or wat? dunnoe lar.. ehhe.. k lar.. continue thinking wat to do..

wow.. last nigth party was fun!.. really fun.. okies.. first me, men, and tan wear purple, green and blue contact lense.. damn chunted lar wei.. afta dat.. we started posing around.. and have fun.. butden only carmen and daniel sittin at d side.. mesra-mesra.. ahha… my bibi not dere so cant mesra.. haha.. den we pose with the chair.. the flower.. everything in the house.. hehe.. den finally we ate.. pizza and drink.. afta dat.. reen, lu and vincent’s gang came jor.. haha.. more fun lar.. tan’s bro.. isyhak and niall.. damn happy yesterday nite.. i dunnoe why when i saw jiunn yuan face.. i will laugh like hell.. i cant stop laughing for 30 minutes.. i m abit gila jor.. haha.. afta dat.. we have game.. not really fun game lar.. haha.. mayb coz i dun really wanna play.. hehe.. den.. we pose again.. dance and havoc again.. haha.. i like fion’s dance.. i like to move it.. ahha.. fion damn semangat.. linda and me curi tengok orang lain.. haha.. both of us really damn notti lar wei.. haha.. den.. they played football outside of the house.. haha.. den.. we all.. makan again.. haha.. den.. we makan cake lor.. haha.. funny lar wei.. p + c -> m , c + c -> vc.. hehe.. nice rite.. kekeke.. no name cake lar wei.. haha.. summore wat ar.. oh ya.. got ppl bring book to the party and study summore.. hehe.. den we clean up.. afta dat.. everyone ciao-ing jor.. butden me, cm, fion, linda, sf, and men still waiting for men’s mum cum.. we called her at 10.30 she reached dere by 12.10 like dat.. hehe.. damn late wei.. everyone’s mum scoldin.. except sf punya lar.. ahha.. den.. everyone was huh.. so late lar.. faster lar.. fion damn frust.. kekekeke.. den.. everyone squish in d car.. and karmen’s mum ’s car was flying.. ahha i think u get wat i mean.. damn fast wei.. i was the first wan who reach home.. hehe.. so fast wei.. lucky mum din scold.. ahha.. giv alot of reason.. ahhaha.. butden fion mum dun let her out jor.. and carmen ’s mum dun let her campur with us jor.. rampas her phone.. den.. wan her to transfer skol next year… so cham lar.. too straight jor.. really sad to hear bout it.. aiks.. neway.. today is my dear’s bday jor.. tonite goin to vic.. butden yesterday very sad.. coz mis my bi so much.. but he bc with his fren.. den dis aftanoon he angry at m jor.. i so frust lar.. i oso got feeling wan mar.. aiks.. nvm lar..

hehe.. skirt party.. ladies wear skirt and gentlemen naked.. haha.. wat a nice party.. haha.. sound so *pin tai*.. haha.. yeah.. tonite got party.. hrm sud say.. this evening got party.. kekeke.. karmen and vincent ’s birthday.. nice cake.. nice food.. nice games..  nice party.. party inc u rock wei.. oh ya today damn hazing lar wei.. can even see the bukit gasing which opposite my house lar wei.. goin to die soon jor.. afta ten yars ar.. everyone sure kena lung cancer.. haha.. no lar no lar.. *touch wood*  jus like wat feng sed.. die together.. hahaha.. see ya!

haha.. today ponteng.. tmr ponteng… haha at first thought of ponteng wan.. butden lucky the goverment said off day.. haha gud gud gud.. my attendance still d ful..

today in d skol teacher was teling story bt her maid.. she sed dat d maid nvr change wtaer for d turtle.. den.. d turtle’s eye bengkak.. haha.. den.. she ask ehr husband go buy eye more for the turtle… haha.. funnie rite.. hehe.. den today i slept in the afternoon.. 3 hours man.. so long.. nvr study at all for exam.. wat a good girl.. aiks.. now stomach ache pula.. i sud study edi lar.. cham.. sleepy now..

aiks.. finally i can update my blog.. a few days jor.. yeah.. dis friday got a prty in usj 4.. hehe.. ya wat i wanted to tell ar.. hrm.. ok.. lest start from sat.. dat day i went to mv with men and tan.. haha.. en we tried contact lense in england optical for one and half an hour.. haa but we din buy coz they dun hv the stock dat we wanted.. den.. we shop shop shop.. buy kain lar.. for int n pbsm.. den i bought a rm 109.90 football for my darling’s birthday.. den we went to teddy tales bought a rm 150.00 bear for men men.. den.. ahha 15 plp share all no time to buy present.. kakakka… den we run and found tan’s papa’s car… wat a good excercise.. den at nite i went to swimming.. haha.. so damn fun.. den go mamak eat mee goreng.. so nice yo.. haha.. k now is sunday lar.. hrm.. wat to tok bt sunday ya,.. ar.. we watch romansanta.. wat a boring show about woofman.. damn boring.. wanna sleep jor tim.. den we went to 4 eyeglass shop.. ahah.. finding for contact lense.. afta dat we went back home.. den.. sleep … makan.. den.. dats all for yesterday.. today nothing much lar.. jus b bincang bt the party dis friday.. shock and fun!.. ahha.. den.. went to jungle trekking den and now updating blog.. hehe.. dats all for these few days.. hehe.. see ya…

yo.. today is my mum ’s birthday.. hehe goin to nheway and celebrate lor.. hehe.. today granpa abit not happy.. coz i told him to cum and fetch me at 3 but he heard dat is 2.. so he have waited for so long.. sorry granpa..