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i love rosie.. do you remember?

do you remember me?

Arent you forget me?

Love is simple and beautiful when everything goes well.. when you had forget about something for a long period.. and someone just touch it again.. everything.. the sweet nor bitter memories came back into your mind.. is easy to have it but hard to let it go.. someone loved you for a long period.. but the feeling had fades away.. you thought you will be in his love forever.. everything in this world is temporary.. is good to has a hope but not too much… learn to stand up again from the place you fall down.. no one can pull you up nor give you a hand.. learn to be indepented.. i know it hurts alot when he is not there for you anymore.. you felt left out.. you felt ache.. you felt your heart is bleeding.. you cant do anything.. is a must for you to stand up again and face the fact.. one day you will find the shoulder that you comfortable with, the arm that will hold your hand tight, the eyes that will look at you whenever you need him.. it takes time to reach that happily dream.. open your heart again to whom love you alot.. dont be afraid to give your hand to the one who loves you.. dont replace his place in your heart with anyone.. let him go completely from your heart.. a true loves doesnt define in few words.. the pieces of you and him had became the sweetest memories at the present.. treasure the time that you had with him.. it hurts alot when you see him happily with someone.. but is may hurt more to see he unhappy when he is with you.. friends are around you.. supporting you all the way.. dont hate him but thank him for gave you a lesson..

i remember the time we’ve..

looking at the pictures i took.. our faces.. since last year.. our memories.. either it is sweet or bitter.. i just love the way we are.. i love the faces without any stress, problem, and sadness.. i love to see the smiling faces that we had before.. i love the unmature look.. i want it to reappear again..but it doesnt.. it is a true smile from our heart or we just makin our own emoctions? is everyone really happy or just a mask to cover the sadness? sometimes the heart can see things that eyes cant see.. i mean the heart can feel it.. why things turn into complicated way.. i dont know whats the prob between you and me.. i dont know what is happening.. can you tell me? dont just sit there and keep quiet and angry of me.. i dont even know what is goin on.. i hate to be in this complicated situation.. i m tired of being sick.. i dont want to think anymore.. cant you just speak it out loud.. and we solve it or just let it go?

two months had gone.. i m speechless..

One week i din update my blog.. hrm.. lets start with my int iu.. it was fun and nice.. ictp mar.. sure nice wan lar.. we suprise that many people come.. coz it was on friday.. suprise that jung jung, wei wei and kei kei came for it. but ciao to mv after that.. saw byron, li hong and weng yee there.. finish iu went for koon tsing party.. roshan is skin chicken! hahaha.. kuhan is bulu-ish! nice name ya!

saturday night hang at mamak till 3 am with jung jung and hong hong.. so funny.. we were talking bout moon and ah beng! laugh till kebas wei!~ geng or not.. den sunday went to pyramid.. kai kai..

yesterday.. monday.. i vomited seven times.. 5 times in the school.. 2 times at home.. dont know why also.. never eat at all.. so hungry.. till this morning went to canteen and eat pan mee.. now oso like half dying only.. yee mun is sick!

just came back from mamak! hrm nothing much to write here.. hrm.. dont know.. feeling weird lar.. bout my friends.. congrat to miss men and miserable bout miss ong.. blur~

early in the morning exchange gift with my another 5 girls, went for ed board taking picture, went for physic class, went for blue hse’s preparation for cross country after recess, went to save fish - my another mission, went to take pic for pidato (hope the spelling is correct), went for 15 min lunch, went for chinese class and face the ‘handsome’ teacher for 2 and a half an hour, went to do iu preparation..

my valentine is so busy and pack with my school scedule, nevermind cause i dont feel the feeling of valentine.. couples are around me, happily ever after? who knows.. i got 3 presie, cookies from carmen, skirt from the 5 girls, and love from tanith, and one more is the hugs from them.. eventhough there is nothing i wanted but i m happy with it.. happy in another sense..

he was the first one who wished my happy valentine’s day but i m the one who ‘force’.. sound so wrong.. valentine, valentine, valentine, another day to remember..

there is something i wanna say..

1. love me dont hurt me..

2. knowing me and car for me..

3. i m breaking down, i m afraid because i might not strong to stand it anymore..

4. i love you like i do last time..

5. i tried to hate you but i cant..

6. i wanted to forget it but i cant..

7. cant you just dissapear in my life?

8. everything had follow you and gone..

9. left broken heart there for me..

10. i do love you, i do hate you

my valentine.. busy? sad? lonely? or amazing?

happy valentine to everyone, espeacially to those who are single but not in a relationship.. valentine not only celebrate with your boy friend or girl friend, but also wth your besties, your friends, and your family.. enjoy valentine’s love and caring feeling, it is lovely dovey.. valentine only once a year, make your everyday is valentine, happy and lovely..

to those who are couple.. congratulation because you have the chance to celebrate this year valenine with your love one..

to those who had heart broken.. dont worry.. next will be better, celebrate valentine with your gang!

happy valentine day~

Love is a big illusion that I should try to forget, but there is something left in my head. Something that deep in my heart, something that makes me cries for it, something that I use to have. Try to be busy as much as I can, no time for me to think to cries. Just take off my heart and my brain, coz my heart is aching and my brain makes me think. I don’t even know what I want. Crappy all the, laughing all the time, jumping around, jokes around and being happy around, but all this are fake! No one knows what I thinking, what I feel, what I want. Yee mun the joker! Yee mun the funny girl! No one will say yee mun the broken heart girl. Confession of my broken heart!

       Yee mun is always with her smile, her jokes, her laughers, and her funny movement. Yee mun had change but no one see it.

she cry i cry she cry i cry.. cry cry cry.. cry for nothing.. i dont like crying.. i like laughing.. of course everyone hate crying.. but we always do it eventhough we hate it.. sometime we feel better after crying but sometime we dont.. that is the most sad thing.. use to laugh everyday and forget how to cry.. actually all this just a mask of myself to cover the pain on my heart.. love me dont hurt me.. so u dont love and hurt me.. if the magic words come into my life again, i dont know whether i will accept it again or not.. the magic words had leave me and make me fall into the silent sea.. i love it and i hate it too.. giving myself alot of works so i will be busy and no time to think about the past.. i m sorry i make you cried for me.. i promise i wont do it anymore.. i hope i wont.. dont cry over the past, for it is had gone.. you said it.. i hope i remember it if i can.. i know you dislike him, no more admire him like last time.. try to change you feeling towards him.. he is a nice guy.. dont because of something had happen and he had give you a bad impression.. so u dislike him.. try to accept him back like how u admired him.. i wont share with anyone about this.. i will go through this alone.. just support me if you can.. i fall down and i learnt.. i m trying to be back the normal one.. love me dont hurt me..